I just dont get it sometimes... why does it often feel like no matter how many friends you have no matter how much they care you still feel alone... it is as if everyone is out to get you and yet you dont even understand why you feel that way... its like we go out everyniight we have tuns of fun and yet i still end up unhappy in the end ... what the hell is wrong with me... i feel ive got so much on my mind so much to do and no time to enjoy my summer or to get anything done
is this crap ever gonna end? am i gonna get to actually relax during my summer... chui juste tellement decourage je ne sais plus koi faire... I can't not go to work my dad needsme... i can'T not go out or i will go crazy i cant sleep early i have too much thinking going on ... i just cant seem to do anything right... im even sucking at work aaaaahhhhhhh all im doing is pushing ppl away with my attitude ... being mad at ppl who dont deserve that crap from me... im just hating so many people that i shouldnt hate ... Its like i am goind nuts in my own little work
Like the song -->
I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
I can't escape myself
So many times i've lied
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
at this point im just woundering what i can do
where all this anger is coing from?
why am i feeling this way?
will this anger go away and let me leave my life as happy as i entered it?
what did i do to deserve feeling as shitty when everything around me is so wonderfull?
why cant i just appreciate what i have without acting so stupid and mad?
am i ever going to be that bubbly little gurl that seemed to always be happy?
all i seem to do is piss people off with my attitude and i just cant seem to stop
is this crap ever gonna end? am i gonna get to actually relax during my summer... chui juste tellement decourage je ne sais plus koi faire... I can't not go to work my dad needsme... i can'T not go out or i will go crazy i cant sleep early i have too much thinking going on ... i just cant seem to do anything right... im even sucking at work aaaaahhhhhhh all im doing is pushing ppl away with my attitude ... being mad at ppl who dont deserve that crap from me... im just hating so many people that i shouldnt hate ... Its like i am goind nuts in my own little work
Like the song -->
I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
I can't escape myself
So many times i've lied
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
at this point im just woundering what i can do
where all this anger is coing from?
why am i feeling this way?
will this anger go away and let me leave my life as happy as i entered it?
what did i do to deserve feeling as shitty when everything around me is so wonderfull?
why cant i just appreciate what i have without acting so stupid and mad?
am i ever going to be that bubbly little gurl that seemed to always be happy?
all i seem to do is piss people off with my attitude and i just cant seem to stop
